Unrequited love:/

I love him, I love him so much,

but it’s impossible

because he’s the sun; shining high

warming us all and illuminating the sky

while I am nothing, but a speck of dust

lying on a road, wasted and utterly lost.

I need him, I need him so much,

but it’s impossible

because he is the joy, brilliantly true

lightening up a million faces with his warm hue

while i am nothing, but a fallen tear

borne from hopelessness, pain and unspoken fear.

I want him, I want him so much

but it’s impossible

because he is the song, melodious and pacifying to all

sung from within, from the very soul

while I am nothing, but a wretched noise

like the screech of nail on the metal, despicable as it annoys.

So it’s necessary to keep my feelings unknown

dear heart, you’ll be disguised and never shown

I’ll ignore him, lie to him and pretend

because staying away from him is what i intend

So, I’ll smile, fake and hide the pain

I’ll act nonchalant again and again

I ache, dear heart, when I hear him talk about the other girl,

it really hurts, I burn, I bleed and I tumble

deep down into unworthiness and self-hatred

it’s very difficult and I want the pain to end

So, even if i suffer, I’ll have to magnify the distance

its for our own good, dear heart, listen to me at least for once